Shots In The Dark 8/6/2018

It’s been a very busy few weeks as I prepare for Outside The Frame Arts, July scratch performance of Cuts Of The Cloth ( more details to follow – we are super-excited! ).

For those of you who don’t know, this is our play exploring Muslim women and their relationship with the cloth in a society obsessed with the policing of the female body so watch this space about this particular project!

In other news, myself and a whole host of wonderful writers from all backgrounds have been indulging in the genre of crime fiction. A chance to really delve into the dark side of human nature, we have created flash fiction that has been brought together by Cultureword in the new anthology ‘Shots In The Dark’.

Published by Crocus Books the micro narratives promise, ‘Bludgeonings. Distorted lives. Small victories in narrow mean worlds. Bizarre punishments and extraordinary vengeance. Dogs, bears, fish and humans – always humans – clustered and clashing in desolate landscapes. Crimes passionels. The after-effects of war. The enduring effects of race. Trauma. Badness. Rawness. Grief. Sigh. Phantasmagorical. Surreal. Hyper-real. This is desperation poured near into a black chalice.’

Last night we had an awesome celebration bringing some of the authors into the intimate setting of Three Minute Theatre in Manchester. Hosted by the ‘hostess with the mostest’ Heena Patel, we heard what David Gaffney describes as, ‘mini beasts full of suspense, violence, fear and shock with incredible characters and fascinating settings’ and we carried these stories long into the night after the event had finished.

If you want to have a read, they are available to purchase. Email to order your copy.

Special thanks to Commonword who have supported my journey and a countless amount of other writers over many years giving us space to develop and grow.

And finally – a shoutout to all the awesome contributors in the book who have become an inspiring creative family of support for one another, all the authors who made it last night for the reading – you were great to listen to and share space with and waves of support for all the ones who couldn’t make it – you were missed! X

Umbrage & Suffrage

The lovely Scottish poet laureate, Jackie Kay, ran a brilliant creative workshop on Thursday at The Working Class Museum in Salford. Focused on the importance of making your voice heard, we spent time looking at dissenting voices over the years, and the impact of resistance and resilience today. We explored artefacts from the era of the Suffragettes.

And I even wrote a poem I had been carrying for years but could never pen, about the racism my dad endured at the Ford, Dagenham plant in the 70’s & 80’s. The prompt given was to write about the ways that someone we know may have resisted. And it’s weird – I always felt that that particular poem would be hard to write but after sharing it with the group, I have decided I may add the poem to my collection out in October published by Burning Eye Books.

We had deep discussions about what it means to have a voice, to be silent, what we lose and what we gain, what it means to grieve and how by sharing stories, so many people are brought to the room through our memories, to also share space.

It was an honour to spend time with the very inspiring Jackie Kay for an afternoon that ended too quickly!

It’s been so long!

So many exciting things are on the horizon so a blog post to remind me of not only what’s been achieved so far but also what joys are lining up ahead, is definitely in order!

Where do I start? My collective Outside The Frame Arts ( if you’re not doing so already, follow us on Twitter @artsOTF or join us on Facebook or Instagram ) has been busy at the The Edge Theatre & Arts Centre in Chorlton, creating a theatre piece centred around Muslim women’s relationship with the cloth.

It’s been a real pleasure meeting women from all walks of life such as spoken word artist, Amerah Saleh, photojournalist and political cartoonist Sabiheh Awanzai and writer and researcher Sumaya Kassim to name a few. Hearing their stories and exploring the richness that the intersects of our identity(ies) bring to these conversations found us navigating a much more nuanced dialogue far removed from the assumption that Muslim women are a monolith.

If you’re curious as to what we’ve been creating, we’d love to see you at the Oldham Live@the library, Open Space Festival on the 25th July 2018 where a scratch performance will take place. Tickets to be released soon.

We have also been regularly making our way to hilly Haslingdon joining the lively APNA women exploring home, partition, belonging and what it means to rebuild our sense of selves when the trauma of losing all we know, impacts us. We have had the pleasure of hearing new writing as we’ve shared poetry and plays centred around the 1947 partition of India and the 1948 Nakba of Palestine.

Between performing for Manchester Literature Festival supporting the formidable Black American poet Danez Smith, watching Black Men Walking written by the rapper Testament, AKA Andy Brooks, and also catching the Moonwatcher written by Shamshad Khan and Bob Firth at The Royal Exchange, sharing poems at For Books Sakes spoken word night, judging Cheadles Got Talent’s open mic category, winning tickets to Southbank WOW Festival to hear author of Why I Am No Longer Talking To White People About Race, Rene Eddo-Lodge in conversation with the fabulous ( I’m a huge fan! ) Nigerian novelist Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie AND catching the lovely Scottish poet and novelist Jackie Kay with the inspiring #BlackLivesMatter founder and author of When They Call You A Terrorist, Patrisse Kahn-CullorsI have also been burrowing away at my writer’s desk working on a manuscript. Yes I have honestly!

It’s my debut poetry collection, The Celox And The Clot, due to be released in October 2018 by Burning Eye Books!

I would love to see you at the launch at HOME Theatre, in Manchester, where I will be sharing some poetry and you can get yourself a copy too on the day. I’ll be sharing details nearer the time so do watch this space.

Till then, Happy World Poetry Day!

Birmingham Museum & Art Gallery – #ThePastIsNow Exhibition

Today I went to an exhibition by the name of #ThePastIsNow at the Birmingham Museum & Arts Gallery with panel speakers such as Dr Morgan Dalphinis, micro-lectures, poetry, dance and conversations centred around the decolonisation of museums whose narratives glorify Empire and in doing so, erase the experiences of colonised people as well as whitewash the crimes committed by colonialists.

When do we reach a stage where people of colour are not used as ‘natural resources’ for projects that are continuously centred around whiteness, limited by frameworks that always revert back to bringing culture to the uncultured?

In the words of co-curator Sumaya Kassim, ‘Too often people of colour are rolled in to provide natural resources – our bodies and our “decolonial” thoughts – which are exploited, and then discarded. The human cost, the emotional labour, are seen as worthy sacrifices in the name of an exhibition which can be celebrated as a successful attempt by the museum at “inclusion” and “decolonising”, as a marker that it – and, indeed, Britain – is dealing with its past.’

Its so important that our stories are permanently embedded in all structures around us to counter the misrepresentation of our narratives in the bid to truly commit towards decolonisation.

Today we witnessed excellent work for this movement, well done to the co-curators- graphic designer, Abeera Kamran; artivist, Aliyah Hasinah; writer, Mariam Khan; cultural activist, Sara Myers; textile designer, Shaheen Kasmani, writer and researcher Sumaya Kassim.who made this happen.

Palestine programme at HOME Theatre and Arts Centre produced by Nikki Mailer and Hafsah Aneela Bashir


On the 9th of June 2017, Outside The Frame Arts in collaboration with HOME arts centre, produced an event which brought acclaimed Palestinian playwright Ahmed Masoud to Manchester to deliver an exclusive writing workshop with participants. Having had the pleasure of engaging with his work through our initial project Platform For Palestinian Arts in 2016

( ) and realising the demand that exists for a much more diverse body of literature, we wanted to continue the work with our ethos in mind, platforming voices that are unheard in the mainstream and challenging the gatekeepers of knowledge. Too often minority voices are silenced, written for, spoken to or erased completely and the crucial need to decolonise, re-center and give agency back to individuals to narrate their own stories is just as pertinent now as it ever was.   


So, funded and supported by Future Ventures Radical Arts Fund, Outside The Frame Arts arranged for the workshop to be held in the morning and was attended by 15 diverse participants from a variety of creative backgrounds. The workshop explored aspects of theatre writing including storytelling, plot devices and character building as well as giving participants an insight to the challenges faced by Ahmed Masoud’s writing as a person of colour in a world where the Palestinian narrative is so contested. Themes raised in the workshop included the representation of trauma, the silenced voice, comedy as a political tool and the nuances of our human condition.



Everyone was encouraged to share and the inclusive workshop was useful to the participants in terms of their creative development. Ahmed’s encouraging and positive manner provided a safe and comfortable space for learning and many were inspired by the diverse writing and technical tools he introduced them to.








 ‘The workshop was inspiring and helpful and it was great to meet and learn from different people.’


‘It gave me a chance to learn more about Palestine and what it means to struggle.’ The event has been fabulous, very interesting, fun, creative and a great opportunity to benefit from Ahmed’s experience which he has communicated in a generous and organized way.’


‘It was really helpful at this point in my life and work because I lack the confidence and strategies to begin writing. The exercises were really clear, helpful and very effective.’


‘I attended the workshop as I want to be a successful working writer and Outside The Frame Arts give high quality opportunities to develop writers.’









The writing workshop was followed up the next day by a reading of Ahmed Masoud’s dark comedy ‘The Shroud Maker’ which charted the journey of a woman’s story of survival through modern history. This compelling satirical play was directed by Richard Beecham and performed by internationally renowned actress Kathryn Hunter whose portrayal of 80 year old Hajja Souad living on the besieged Gaza strip, was deeply moving.


The play delved deeply into the intimate life of ordinary Palestinians weaving a path through Palestine’s turbulent past and present. The staged reading successfully sold out with many being added to a waiting list. It drew in an extremely diverse audience of around 90 people, many of who were from a Black Asian & Minority ethnic background. Activists supporting the Palestinian cause were interested to see how politics and the arts are intrinsically connected. Many in the audience felt a sense of solidarity and a need to offer support since the event highlighted bringing minority voices to the forefront. Some who attended were artists curious to see new work. Overall the subject matter though universal, also explored the nuances of ‘ordinary people living in extraordinary circumstance’. The added bonus of the talented and well-known actor Kathryn Hunter also drew in a wider audience.


Inclusive and diverse audience engagement is vital to us at Outside The Frame Arts as often we have found through our engagement with the arts that theatre is inaccessible to many marginalised and underrepresented communities – largely being an arena consisting of and catering for the white middle class. This event represented how a real investment for change – a conscious step away from the status quo, can reshape and redefine the demographics of audience development, create a better understanding between people who would not normally engage with each other and enhance community spirit on a local and global level. It also encourages well-known establishments to reevaluate their outreach work and be open to welcoming diverse artists as skilled and talented contributors with distinct experience and knowledge, into the structures that make up the arts world.  




The event closed with a Q&A session with Ahmed Masoud hosted by co-director of Outside The Frame Arts, Hafsah Aneela Bashir, opening up space for the audience to have an engaging and in-depth discussion with Ahmed spanning comedy, literature, his childhood, representation and moral responsibility through the arts.

Ahmed Masoud was extremely generous and warm, discussing the complexities of his experience as a Palestinian writer and the challenges he has faced with his work. He explained how he was unable to go to Palestine to attend a well-known literature festival he had been invited to speak at, yet his British friends crossed the border easily.

As a Palestinian man, we learnt that the restriction on his freedom and basic human rights informs how and why he chooses to write. He emphasised that for him, it was imperative to write. In this vein, as a writer fighting for survival, there is no choice but to put pen to paper. He garnered a positive response from the audience many of whom stated they wanted to learn more about the region, its culture and the rich canon of arts it has to offer.


 ‘A terrific production – wonderful and so moving to be able to see something here in Manchester that so vividly conveys the spirit of survival of ordinary people in Palestine.’


‘Fantastic and original work. I’d love to see more play readings and other work of this caliber.’


‘It was a great experience. The play was very heart-touching. Hunter was brilliant. Thanks for organizing and bringing Palestine spirit to Manchester’.


‘I find this more powerful than direct examples of war. Human experience and comedy worked really well. Well done to everyone involved in this production.’


Mind over Monologues!

What an amazing few months! ‘Come Closer – Memories of Partition’ project was one of the most gruelling but hugely satisfying projects both mentally and physically I have ever done.

A unique collaboration between The Royal Exchange, Manchester Museum, The Alama Iqbal Race Relations Centre and Greater Manchester BME Network, the project explored the 1947 Partition of India which divided the country under British colonialist rule.

A series of intensive workshops culminated into ten south Asian writers creating monologues to be showcased at The Royal Exchange, Manchester Museum and then throughout local community venues.

My piece ‘Spirits of Sunam’ was inspired by my amazing grandmother, Sarwari who was 17 at the time of partition. This year marks the 70 year anniversary of a hugely traumatic experience that changed their lives as they once knew it. This project allowed the silenced to be heard, giving agency to us as writers to decolonise and narrate those experiences in exactly the way they needed to be told.

And I learnt it all by heart! Anyone that knows me will be wise to what a mean feat that is! special thanks goes to the wonderful Nicole Morris who directed my piece, to the amazing cohort of actors and directors I spent time with and also to Grace & Lizzie who managed it all! Onwards and upwards!